Khayal : Stressed out

Khayal : Stressed out
Originally uploaded by KhayaL

There isn't 'too much' going on right now. I traded my rent for my mortgage payment. I dabble in remodel when I have time, but there hasn't been hard deadlines. No new relationship stuff to speak of.

So why did I lose my temper at work? The day was like any other day. Same place, same people, same problems. But for some reason I snapped on September 28 2009.

One more stone for the bucket of life. Actually, this is the second in a matter of a few months. Regarding that other incident I didn't snap, but I did indeed do something I would love to take back.

The song lyric 'we're only human after all' keeps running through my head today. But that's not enough to make me have peace with it. I guess I just wish I knew why.

last day at rocky neck '09

last day at rocky neck '09
Originally uploaded by VeniVidiVknitty

i got there @ 10:45 and it the sun was very hot. sweaty, hot, a bit surprised, i sprayed on the coppertone.

I tried to crochet but the string kept rolling across my sticky sunscreeny legs. Then I got in the water for a few, and the seagulls pulled my plastic bag of crochet out of the beachtote. The wip got all sandy. I put it back, and walked a bit more in the shallow warm surf.

And then I got bored and tired of the biting blackflies and headed home. I managed to stay for an hour.

play mat

play mat
Originally uploaded by Saídos da Concha

This is made by a lady who says she tries to 'live a simple life in Lisbon Portugal." I want to trade lifes for a while.

rip b&d

rip b&d
Originally uploaded by VeniVidiVknitty

i needed to recharge it.

i plugged it into the same charger i use for my laptop.

i set it on top of a pile of papers that are on top of my printer.

i heard it pop and sizzle and saw smoke after 20 minutes on the charger.

i carried it out to the yard praying it wouldn't burst into flames in my hands.

i cried.

and now i'm shopping for a new one.

bath before

bath before
Originally uploaded by VeniVidiVknitty

Well Sabrina, I went ahead without you and picked out a very soft, clean, breezy feeling light blue and started painting the apt. bathroom.

The walls are stucco, so I had to really roll that sucker back and forth alot. I guess my arms are getting a good work out anyway. But you would have really enjoyed helping me paint and chatting about how nice it will look after we're done. O yes, but you weren't there Sabrna Soto. You weren't there.